EMPTY

only...

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 16:22:21 GMT

exhausted.
anxious.
pensive.
lathargic.
stale smoke smells.
mystic hot springs.
solar rainbows.

got a bull from a girl that cam into my work and didnt have enough for me to get a tip.
best little gift ever.

free weed.
hell yah.

au demain.
Je ne travaille pas aujourd hui.

Au revoir.

j'adore le francais.

why cant I just...

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 16:19:31 GMT

have him here.

I dont know if this is me being selfish but I am finially reaching a plateau and it is scaring me away from everything.

for all I know that this is all a joke, what if this isnt real?

I am going to go for it.
what do I have to loose.

well see....

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 03:48:54 GMT

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 03:46:09 GMT

falling for someone...

wonder who it may be?
you will never know.

but he does.

ha

well

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 16:39:44 GMT

its my birthday.

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 17:19:52 GMT

sagging eyes and messy hair always wins the crowd.
I am exhausted and nothing seems to be working.

I want philly faster.
I am ready now.

LETS GO!

<3

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 17:53:46 GMT

shaking at school.
staring at all the pretty boys.
I am the only one hidden.

best weekend ever!
modern dance, marijuana, bob dylan, snow, ricsha, downtown,
stephanie, art, poetry, being a hippie, moving far far away, bitches.

jennie is mine assholes.
I LOVE HER.

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 07:18:20 GMT

I am thinking about something that will haunt me

FOREVER

christmas eve, eve

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 07:13:51 GMT

the hearing of someone that has a gun to head demanding, something so worthless
but mine-Ute, I have never been so scared...

never go to rose park

the worst idea ever.

almost died.

I am so smashed,
huh dude huh...(dang, mitchell you are bitchin')

christmas dinners on the uprise.

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 08:52:26 GMT

beer and not driving in this weather.
alcohol is strong
that was the best phone call
he is le homme
j'adore...

escris moi..

je deteste le neige
money and planning a surprise...
i am exhausted and wish I had another bull to smoke.
never been so lonely
but have so much hope and wish the impossible
that is what keeps me alive.
YOU

dreamers and keara have changed my life.
i love her.
she makes me food.
the key to my heart
(where are yo danielle, I miss yo' COOKIN')

its seem to just be people I miss.

thats it
mitchell is HO-lari-ous

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 17:12:44 GMT

I am in the distance from what I long for.

I am hating this snow.

I am too poor to even by a winter coat.

I am almost done with this semester.

I am taking 15 hours next semester, YIKES!

I am going to Italy and thats final.

I am missin you...

you will never know.

fuck I am going crazy.

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 20:32:24 GMT

I am ready to leave.

the annuals were last night.
todd's was a doozie, got wasted though.
have shit loads of homework, but that means I am almost done with the semester.

thinking about italy, thinking about just going and livin it up for a little bit.
escape my father, he is going to kill me in my sleep one of these days, no kidding.
getting letters from danielle and jennie when there are stoned and inviting me into the
green goblin acedemy was the best day ever.

I am working at the shittest place ever.
It is ruining me, I dont know where to even look?
working on it.

I am stoked this year is almost over, ready to start fresh.
people I really miss:(in no particulate order)
1.Christina and Elliot
2.Danielle
3.Tommy
4.Jennie
5.Keelan
6.Laura
7.Shannin Lowe
8.Russel Lowe
9.my fat brother Adam, god damn I love him.

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 21:23:52 GMT

Monsiuer Poisson est mort et je suis si triste.
Je suis si seul je veux mourir.
Il n'y a rien ici qui me rend heureux.
Je ne sais pas ce qui à faire?

I am waiting...
You hurt my feelings?
what do I do?

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 17:00:33 GMT

my eyes are hurting and burning all at the same time. SHITTY.
shopping. girls fighting over clothes. tea. public restrooms are scary.
wine. lots of wine. lasagna. more wine. the weed. god damn. not studying for
my french test. getting a 'C'. new boots. TOMIS I TALKED TO HIM LAST NIGHT.
MADE MY ENTIRE MONTH. I MISS HIM. HE MISSES ME. DANG.

lonely. wanting to move out. i am scared. my father is crazy.
Monsieur Poisson is the best fish ever.

james never called. should have known. not gay.

the list.
1.school
2.food
3.cigarettes
4.wine
5.late night phone calls
6.cant name them all.

tired/\

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 16:36:34 GMT

List 7 songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre,
whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now.
Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Patrick Wolf- Lycanthorpy
2. David Bowie-Red Shoes
3. Shins-New Slang
4. Bob Dylan-Lets get stoned
5. John Frusante
6. Moving Units-x and y
7. Blonde Redhead-For the Damaged

being free<>

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 01:13:47 GMT

perhaps running away as far as I can sounds perhaps the best idea ever, thinking aobut it?

the winter cold smell here in utah smells like wet metal. I can feel everything and sometimes that is too

scary. Meeting new people everyday and having so much to look forward to. My great adventures as my

crazy fucked up life. Being this domestic never has felt so great.

school, and having that feeling to have to walk in the cold for so long to class is the worst part of my day,

that is the point. why?

I am loving not I am someone I guess that perhaps lives a life such as one that I will only grow to ache.

I am going nuts here. I am missing out on so much, that much is something that is unreal right now.

I am happy I am happy I am happy I am happy and that is the truth...

wishing you were

the open air....

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 16:59:09 GMT

aching to no return, I am earning for the something sweet.
something that is course and still.
I am aching with this distilled brain.

I am loving, my energy is strong.

I am a god damn hippie, this is a problem.

joel is sitting here right on top of me... and I cant see the keyboard AT ALL>...

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 03:37:08 GMT

laughing. crying. drinking wine.
driving. food. this cold awful weather will be the death of me.
baths. you. ryan. me never feeling so alone.
I am scared. only to not be this close with you.

you will never know.

really.

exhausted.

one of those little tiny picture thingys

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 19:15:49 GMT

need to get me one of those, so I can put my face up on this damn thing.

computer retarded, cant do this.

feeling exhausted and very inspired today.
yep Louise you are just what I need this week.

I love her.

xoxo

killing cigs

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 03:08:15 GMT

I am too the point of exhaustion I can not bare
you are perfection
i mean you are just "basically rule at life."
all dayers
my first valentine
killing cigarettes
beth's cafe
bauhaus
sushi land

wait

shit

to be continued

gotta fix somethin'

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 22:52:06 GMT

okay it hasnt been the best week and a half in my whole life, but
it has been fucking AWESOME!!!!

everyone come here!!!!

bestest...

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 22:51:07 GMT

the last week and a half has been the best time I have had in my whole life.
met a boy
speechless
metal and punk rock partys are still the greatest
blonde redhead is amazing
rice shirts
diner coffee at 4 in the morning
hurricane cafe
I told you that I wouldnt ever forget that night
and that I would write this somewhere.
I did.

still no paintings from anna(hehe)
birthday parties
birthday cakes and candles
chinese new years parties
tomis puking all over in a cab on the way home from a party
the framing of the this fucking city

being called clarky when someone you just met for the first time you call,
FUCKING ADORABLE
seeing luke
seeing serena eat
(sorry utah friends seattle kids)

wishing that I was taking a nap and then smoking pot
more smoking pot
wishing that I had a different face
oh god
oh god
why?

I love it!!!

super bowl sunday

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 02:28:33 GMT

drinking tequilla all nite
then deciding to smoke a bull, the worst decision ever
my new tattoo
boys with dreads
black metal partys
punk kidds
stench that wont leave my nose of this one person
missing friends from utah
trying to fix my problems with chemicals
not working
getting fat
thanks danielle
its all your
FAULT

the rain is cold here and freezing everything
running into customers that come into your work and start small talk
HATE THAT
longer hair
making plans to run away from this country with money and a bag of clothes
FUCK YOU
FUCK THIS

Black people and science fiction films
bangles(thatts for you kevin)
god I love this city
anna where is my painting
I NEED IT!!!
mug root beer and oh cant forget getting asked for money by a cracked out girls in luckys at a grocery store, and this fucking person is getting readdy to shop, what the fuck dont peopel have dignity anymore, seriously.

driving and not thinking
this is broken and washed out.

NAPKINS!!!!

well then

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 22:26:32 GMT

date surprises from thomas
smoking pot in my alley
rearranged apartment that is sooo cute
dating shitty boys
wishing that I had erik and anna here with me.
my typewriter
butt plugs(ewww....)
not sleeping
working early and napping all night
the smells of this city
aching for something else
top ramen and frozen veggies oh and meatball samiches(YES!!)
joy division all nighters
my favorite bus route the number 7
stencils when there is nothing else.

this is not over.

the very first entry

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 21:38:13 GMT

I am now starting the rest of my life,
It is scary, but I am loving every moment of it.
I am now living in seatle washington and work in a coffee shop.
But that is about it with me.

this will not end.

tarnation