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Monday, March 27th, 2006
9:17 am	only... exhausted. anxious. pensive. lathargic. stale smoke smells. mystic hot springs. solar rainbows. got a bull from a girl that cam into my work and didnt have enough for me to get a tip. best little gift ever. free weed. hell yah. au demain. Je ne travaille pas aujourd hui. Au revoir. j'adore le francais. Current Mood: drained Current Music: tab-la music bitches (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
9:16 am	why cant I just... have him here. I dont know if this is me being selfish but I am finially reaching a plateau and it is scaring me away from everything. for all I know that this is all a joke, what if this isnt real? I am going to go for it. what do I have to loose. well see.... Current Mood: hungry Current Music: BLONDE REDHEAD (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 25th, 2006
8:48 pm	p (Comment on this)
8:44 pm	falling for someone... wonder who it may be? you will never know. but he does. ha Current Mood: determined Current Music: the dangerous muse(REJECTION) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
9:38 am	well its my birthday. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Cat POWER (Comment on this)
Monday, February 6th, 2006
10:18 am	sagging eyes and messy hair always wins the crowd. I am exhausted and nothing seems to be working. I want philly faster. I am ready now. LETS GO! <3 Current Mood: busy Current Music: Blonde Redhead (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 30th, 2006
10:51 am	shaking at school. staring at all the pretty boys. I am the only one hidden. best weekend ever! modern dance, marijuana, bob dylan, snow, ricsha, downtown, stephanie, art, poetry, being a hippie, moving far far away, bitches. jennie is mine assholes. I LOVE HER. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 24th, 2005
12:17 am	I am thinking about something that will haunt me FOREVER (Comment on this)
12:10 am	christmas eve, eve the hearing of someone that has a gun to head demanding, something so worthless but mine-Ute, I have never been so scared... never go to rose park the worst idea ever. almost died. I am so smashed, huh dude huh...(dang, mitchell you are bitchin') christmas dinners on the uprise. Current Mood: high Current Music: dandy warhols.. to drug infested (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
1:46 am	beer and not driving in this weather. alcohol is strong that was the best phone call he is le homme j'adore... escris moi.. je deteste le neige money and planning a surprise... i am exhausted and wish I had another bull to smoke. never been so lonely but have so much hope and wish the impossible that is what keeps me alive. YOU dreamers and keara have changed my life. i love her. she makes me food. the key to my heart (where are yo danielle, I miss yo' COOKIN') its seem to just be people I miss. thats it mitchell is HO-lari-ous Current Mood: drunk Current Music: Stereophonics-Dakota (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 1st, 2005
10:10 am	I am in the distance from what I long for. I am hating this snow. I am too poor to even by a winter coat. I am almost done with this semester. I am taking 15 hours next semester, YIKES! I am going to Italy and thats final. I am missin you... you will never know. fuck I am going crazy. Current Mood: busy Current Music: the BRMC (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
1:25 pm	I am ready to leave. the annuals were last night. todd's was a doozie, got wasted though. have shit loads of homework, but that means I am almost done with the semester. thinking about italy, thinking about just going and livin it up for a little bit. escape my father, he is going to kill me in my sleep one of these days, no kidding. getting letters from danielle and jennie when there are stoned and inviting me into the green goblin acedemy was the best day ever. I am working at the shittest place ever. It is ruining me, I dont know where to even look? working on it. I am stoked this year is almost over, ready to start fresh. people I really miss:(in no particulate order) 1.Christina and Elliot 2.Danielle 3.Tommy 4.Jennie 5.Keelan 6.Laura 7.Shannin Lowe 8.Russel Lowe 9.my fat brother Adam, god damn I love him. Current Mood: hungover Current Music: the ANNUALS (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
2:19 pm	Monsiuer Poisson est mort et je suis si triste. Je suis si seul je veux mourir. Il n'y a rien ici qui me rend heureux. Je ne sais pas ce qui à faire? I am waiting... You hurt my feelings? what do I do? Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Placebo (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 17th, 2005
9:53 am	my eyes are hurting and burning all at the same time. SHITTY. shopping. girls fighting over clothes. tea. public restrooms are scary. wine. lots of wine. lasagna. more wine. the weed. god damn. not studying for my french test. getting a 'C'. new boots. TOMIS I TALKED TO HIM LAST NIGHT. MADE MY ENTIRE MONTH. I MISS HIM. HE MISSES ME. DANG. lonely. wanting to move out. i am scared. my father is crazy. Monsieur Poisson is the best fish ever. james never called. should have known. not gay. the list. 1.school 2.food 3.cigarettes 4.wine 5.late night phone calls 6.cant name them all. tired/\ (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
9:32 am	List 7 songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to. 1. Patrick Wolf- Lycanthorpy 2. David Bowie-Red Shoes 3. Shins-New Slang 4. Bob Dylan-Lets get stoned 5. John Frusante 6. Moving Units-x and y 7. Blonde Redhead-For the Damaged (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 13th, 2005
6:08 pm	being free<> perhaps running away as far as I can sounds perhaps the best idea ever, thinking aobut it? the winter cold smell here in utah smells like wet metal. I can feel everything and sometimes that is too scary. Meeting new people everyday and having so much to look forward to. My great adventures as my crazy fucked up life. Being this domestic never has felt so great. school, and having that feeling to have to walk in the cold for so long to class is the worst part of my day, that is the point. why? I am loving not I am someone I guess that perhaps lives a life such as one that I will only grow to ache. I am going nuts here. I am missing out on so much, that much is something that is unreal right now. I am happy I am happy I am happy I am happy and that is the truth... wishing you were Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: Blond Redhead(for the damaged) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
9:56 am	the open air.... aching to no return, I am earning for the something sweet. something that is course and still. I am aching with this distilled brain. I am loving, my energy is strong. I am a god damn hippie, this is a problem. Current Mood: nerdy (Comment on this)
Friday, November 4th, 2005
8:37 pm	joel is sitting here right on top of me... and I cant see the keyboard AT ALL>... laughing. crying. drinking wine. driving. food. this cold awful weather will be the death of me. baths. you. ryan. me never feeling so alone. I am scared. only to not be this close with you. you will never know. really. exhausted. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
1:13 pm	one of those little tiny picture thingys need to get me one of those, so I can put my face up on this damn thing. computer retarded, cant do this. feeling exhausted and very inspired today. yep Louise you are just what I need this week. I love her. xoxo Current Mood: contemplative (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
6:59 pm	killing cigs I am too the point of exhaustion I can not bare you are perfection i mean you are just "basically rule at life." all dayers my first valentine killing cigarettes beth's cafe bauhaus sushi land wait shit to be continued Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: cake(yuck) (4 Comments |Comment on this)